Sap is a very sticky substance. I found a stump in my yard that is covered with a thick layer of sap, I believe Fir, and was also covered in a layer of pine needles. I harvested some sap just now to press into incense. I believe it will make a great fire keeper as well.

Life has been very strange. It seems like things are disappearing and reappearing. It appears I have received a couple of gifts from God. A set of playing cards, and a clip, my favourite kind from years of writing, shining and silver.

We are blessed. It is a beautiful day. We are coming together. 

Is it not a beautiful day? I am so in love and I am ready to commit to a man I have spent the last twenty years with. Why am I so chicken? God only knows. But God is kind and I trust in Him to take me where I need to go. And it seems it is time.

So as this day comes to a close. I am finally feeling a sense of relief and peace that I have not felt for a very long time. I am remembering 7th grade and High School. I am remembering my childhood. I feel held by all of the Angels.

So peace be with you, and may guidance find your heart. You are loved. We are loved.