God is so great. He is in my life, and he has brought so much purpose and peace, acceptance and joy. Faith is the greatest thing that I have discovered in my life. Somehow, my patience and endurance with plugging away helpless, hopeless and yet determined, caused me to arrive at the day that Jesus would make himself known to me. And he has changed my life for none other than the better, the most magnificent and the insurmountable. I am stronger, more capable, and my wisdom all of a sudden has purpose, my struggle meaning and my hope wings. There is no other way in my mind. There is no way around God; all arguments against him are dulled and meaningless. It is the ultimate truth in my life.

Wings have stretched from my body, so real I could feel them and see into the veil of the heavens and angels. I have been spared and saved in so many dire situations; I have found the strength to hold onto love and goodness in the terrifying situation of being without my mind, not knowing my own name, and being incapable of finishing a thought or speaking a sentence. I know God was with me, guided me and protected me in all of these situations. I know our Lord now, I have a personal relationship with him, and I am working to make my life about spreading his love and changing the world for the better. I see this now as possible and inevitable because I am so changed. I have found peace; purpose and meaning in my life. And yet, in the past he was with me, because he created me and he loves me no matter what I am conscious of, no matter what I was doing or thinking or believing in the world prior to me opening my mind to the blinding lights of his truth and love.

Breaking through the veil was astonishing, mind blowing, and the angel Michael found me in a desperate moment, and I still do not know the full meaning of the Lord’s choosing to show me this sight at this moment in my life. It was a time of great change, it was a long moment spent in the arms of the Lord as I experienced not having control over my thoughts or my reality. It was ultimately the moment that brought me to this small Island where I would accept faith and god into my life, and meet the people who would stand by my side on this amazing journey and change my life as well. For God is speaking through them, let Him speak through me. Let his blessing and presence penetrate me, flow through me and change others. Let me till up the earth that needs his love and plant roots of joy and the goodness of the Lord in all of the earth that surrounds my life. A life that has been saved, blessed and touched by His mighty hand.